A really hard last couple of days
Yesterday was one of the hardest, yet most surreal days I've had in a long long time. Seeing as I've just recently started working, and that Dad couldn't go yesterday, as a household we all kinda concluded it made more sense for me to go to Freddie's viewing yesterday with Dawn while Mom and Dad go to the funeral today. Our family (I guess the
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On the one hand I'm glad I went to visit Fred with you on Sunday, even though the casket was open, in a way it made me realize it wasn't as bad as I was expecting. But on the other hand I wish we hadn't had to see him like that, especially considering all the photo's of him that showed him so full of life and living it to the full. He shouldn't have had to go so young.
But maybe his time here was done. Maybe someone decided he's destined for bigger and better things now. He lived a very full life albeit a rather short one, and I'm sure that wherever he is now, he's still playing and refereeing Touch Football and playing Golf. He's not in any pain or discomfort and I bet he's having a ball, and probably laughing at you all for being so upset. Lets face it, He knows that one day you'll all be reunited and you'll all be having a ball again. Just like old times.
And as a last little note at the end of my rambling here babe...... Happy Anniversary. One year down the road, and we're just as strong as we ever were. Things are going soooo well, and we have every reason to believe that this is for keeps. I'm going nowhere without you now babe, and I'll follow wherever you lead. I love you.
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