I cause my own issues so I have to not complain.
It's been a pretty long time since I last looked at myself and actually saw that I was starting to break free from all the baggage of last year and all the drama.
I'm the type of person that doesn't know how to let go of things. So I just wait it out and then eventually the "issue" doesn't bug me anymore. Today I had one of those moments where certain things that use to have the power to make me cry will only get slight thought for a few moments and nothing more.
Certain things and people have now become a part of my past and not my present.
There have been options to have a boyfriend in my life and ....well most of them went sour or I really just wasn't feeling it with that person. I never really try to find dates they kinda find me and I can't seem to say no. I have to at least give them one try. So I'm going to change how things normally work. I'm going to ask people out instead of them asking me.
On another note. My little brother moved into my house. He's 14 and his father was hitting him. He would have moved in with my mom but there wasn't much room for him there. So he's here with me instead. I really like having him around. I like that feeling of someone needing me to take care of them and watch over them, even protect them at times. I'm going to a PTA meeting for him at his high school. Having him here could have some very positive effects for me. The most important thing is that he's here and safe with me.
I'm the type of person that doesn't know how to let go of things. So I just wait it out and then eventually the "issue" doesn't bug me anymore. Today I had one of those moments where certain things that use to have the power to make me cry will only get slight thought for a few moments and nothing more.
Certain things and people have now become a part of my past and not my present.
There have been options to have a boyfriend in my life and ....well most of them went sour or I really just wasn't feeling it with that person. I never really try to find dates they kinda find me and I can't seem to say no. I have to at least give them one try. So I'm going to change how things normally work. I'm going to ask people out instead of them asking me.
On another note. My little brother moved into my house. He's 14 and his father was hitting him. He would have moved in with my mom but there wasn't much room for him there. So he's here with me instead. I really like having him around. I like that feeling of someone needing me to take care of them and watch over them, even protect them at times. I'm going to a PTA meeting for him at his high school. Having him here could have some very positive effects for me. The most important thing is that he's here and safe with me.