The Big Question: Is it over?
So this is a list of the things I'm going to miss about this relationship ending...
The touch of Chrissy's lips on mine.
Acting out scenes of wayne's world (camera one, camera two, camera one...)
Lazy afternoons in my bedroom.
Holding her hand in class under the desk so no one saw
Fained shock
Sitting on a park bench in mamaroneck by the playland beach watching the sunset.
The way she used to squeak.
Lieing in really akward positions, and being perfectly comfortable.
Sitting at my computer trying to see the screen but her hair always getting in the way.
Watching her read my old convo's and trying to guess what horrible grievance i had made.
Sitting on her hands while tickling her so she couldnt fight back.
Hugging her.
Sneaking kisses in the hallway when no one was looking.
Telling her I missed her when she was sitting five feet away and getting quizical responses.
Using cheese pick up lines on her in my kitchen.
Writing late night poems about her when i was deliriously tired and could sleep.
Texting her continiously to make she was alive.
Arguing whether too or not won in an argument..
And proving her wrong using her argument making it untrue.
Watching movies.. and her falling asleep everytime.
Annoying her in class and community meeting.
Napping together....
And waking up together.
Ok... writing that down helped a lot.
I think i may get through in a large chunk if not one piece.
And im over the worst of the depression ( I hope)
The touch of Chrissy's lips on mine.
Acting out scenes of wayne's world (camera one, camera two, camera one...)
Lazy afternoons in my bedroom.
Holding her hand in class under the desk so no one saw
Fained shock
Sitting on a park bench in mamaroneck by the playland beach watching the sunset.
The way she used to squeak.
Lieing in really akward positions, and being perfectly comfortable.
Sitting at my computer trying to see the screen but her hair always getting in the way.
Watching her read my old convo's and trying to guess what horrible grievance i had made.
Sitting on her hands while tickling her so she couldnt fight back.
Hugging her.
Sneaking kisses in the hallway when no one was looking.
Telling her I missed her when she was sitting five feet away and getting quizical responses.
Using cheese pick up lines on her in my kitchen.
Writing late night poems about her when i was deliriously tired and could sleep.
Texting her continiously to make she was alive.
Arguing whether too or not won in an argument..
And proving her wrong using her argument making it untrue.
Watching movies.. and her falling asleep everytime.
Annoying her in class and community meeting.
Napping together....
And waking up together.
Ok... writing that down helped a lot.
I think i may get through in a large chunk if not one piece.
And im over the worst of the depression ( I hope)