happiness
happiness is something that i've forgotten what it's like. the last time i felt it was on june 1st of this year when i graduated. then before that i hadn't felt true happiness since july 4th 2004. and anyone who knows me knows that before that i was happy for a few months.
but now, it's been a long time since june. and i keep waiting for that one good thing to come into my life. like i tell everyone else you have so many bad things happen then one good thing. well i've had more than my share of bad things and all i ask is for one good thing. one small thing to let me smile for longer than a few hours.
*sigh* enough stupidity for the night. good bye.
but now, it's been a long time since june. and i keep waiting for that one good thing to come into my life. like i tell everyone else you have so many bad things happen then one good thing. well i've had more than my share of bad things and all i ask is for one good thing. one small thing to let me smile for longer than a few hours.
*sigh* enough stupidity for the night. good bye.