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Well, not much to report, i have spent more time with ym friends rachel and Allyssa lately...i think that maybe i'm having another life crisis where i question where i want my life to lead...i am realy confused at this point. I really want Jason to be involved in my future, hopefully as my lover...but i don't know how that will fit with all of my other aspirations... i have some difficult decisions to make, but i hope it all works out ofr the best in the end. What is is, what will be will be, i only choose how i take in life's challenges to make what will be be what it is...if that makes any sense... i only know that my heart is stronger for the pains i've been through and chances i took, and will be able to handle the rest of them as they come now. so strange, the way we grow and end up places we never thought we'd go...out thankfulness, our regrets...mean nothing to the universe, becuase what is i, and what will be will be...