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Still editing and preparing the "Daikatana" review, just wishing John Romero would die a horrible death for making that game, and to this day claiming it was a good game. It isn't. It's a fucking nightmare.
I can't sleep though, once again. I'm tired, feel woozy, but for the life of me, I just can't fall asleep. I can only drift between the awake/asleep halfway point, and belive me, it's very fucking bizarre when you are stuck at that point for over an hour.
I also miss Sophie and Caz...even though I barely looked at them when I had them, I do miss them. I traded off my Pullips so I could replace a DVD that just vanished without a trace from a friends box set I borrowed. Aren't I just a great friend? Yeah, I'd rip out my heart for a friend, even if I knew they'd never even look at it. Case in point.
I also got two packs of smokes and some DS games out of that deal. Enjoying NFS Underground 2 on the DS, despite initially hating it.
I kinda wish I had a new computer, so I could run stuff faster, and have more space to install games on. 60 gig is not enough. I need a job I guess, not that I had or have any luck getting employment, but I'll keep trying. I also don't have any will to draw anymore. Maybe in another lifetime, but for now...I'm just not interested nor motivated to draw anything.
Hell, even girls tied up wearing overalls bores me lately. I'm just not all that happy I guess. I need a job though, this is most important.
I can't sleep though, once again. I'm tired, feel woozy, but for the life of me, I just can't fall asleep. I can only drift between the awake/asleep halfway point, and belive me, it's very fucking bizarre when you are stuck at that point for over an hour.
I also miss Sophie and Caz...even though I barely looked at them when I had them, I do miss them. I traded off my Pullips so I could replace a DVD that just vanished without a trace from a friends box set I borrowed. Aren't I just a great friend? Yeah, I'd rip out my heart for a friend, even if I knew they'd never even look at it. Case in point.
I also got two packs of smokes and some DS games out of that deal. Enjoying NFS Underground 2 on the DS, despite initially hating it.
I kinda wish I had a new computer, so I could run stuff faster, and have more space to install games on. 60 gig is not enough. I need a job I guess, not that I had or have any luck getting employment, but I'll keep trying. I also don't have any will to draw anymore. Maybe in another lifetime, but for now...I'm just not interested nor motivated to draw anything.
Hell, even girls tied up wearing overalls bores me lately. I'm just not all that happy I guess. I need a job though, this is most important.