5 seconds to doomsday
I just don't get it anymore. How in the name of all that is holy, do you draw with depth and motion? I have 800+ dollars worth of books on art, have done hundreds of hours of figure drawing, studied every single aspect of this crap...seriously, 3 years going now.
I see NO results worthy of the time I put in, and it's really starting to piss me off. This isn't like before either, this is just the biggest annoyance beyond the fact that I can't grasp advanced math.
Math is keeping me out of a possible art schooling, and depth/foreshortening/motion is killing me. I know anatomy, I know the body....when the fuck am I going to get the just rewards of 20 years of drawing? I'll do anything at this point to improve, even selling my soul. All I want to do is draw, but it's no fun when your visions can't be matched on paper, simply because you can't place anything, or you can't keep things in continuity.
I don't expect anyone to respond to this, but I felt like venting a bit, as I'm losing more sleep then is healthy over this, and sooner or later, I'm probably just gonna crack.
I see NO results worthy of the time I put in, and it's really starting to piss me off. This isn't like before either, this is just the biggest annoyance beyond the fact that I can't grasp advanced math.
Math is keeping me out of a possible art schooling, and depth/foreshortening/motion is killing me. I know anatomy, I know the body....when the fuck am I going to get the just rewards of 20 years of drawing? I'll do anything at this point to improve, even selling my soul. All I want to do is draw, but it's no fun when your visions can't be matched on paper, simply because you can't place anything, or you can't keep things in continuity.
I don't expect anyone to respond to this, but I felt like venting a bit, as I'm losing more sleep then is healthy over this, and sooner or later, I'm probably just gonna crack.