The Cigarette
Through this cigarette I might find
Some simple peace of mind.
Or I could just be delayed
One or two moments, underplayed
But what's the worth
What's the effort?
My loneliness aches
My back it breaks.
Though everyone loves me
No one loves me.
These fucking games;
I've grown tired of your name.
It haunts me.
Your eyes haunt my soul.
My eyes deceive me.
They all receive me.
But I don't love them.
Yet they give me their treasures;
Their hoards, but they're just whores.
My mind is blown
And I'm on the edge of my bed
I'm thinking about jumping.
But the fall is what scares me.
To take action, or to wait for the sun.
Will the Son never come?
I put out my cigarette
And I guess, it really solved nothing.
But it made me feel better.
And She smiled at me.
I guess that's all I can ask for.
Some simple peace of mind.
Or I could just be delayed
One or two moments, underplayed
But what's the worth
What's the effort?
My loneliness aches
My back it breaks.
Though everyone loves me
No one loves me.
These fucking games;
I've grown tired of your name.
It haunts me.
Your eyes haunt my soul.
My eyes deceive me.
They all receive me.
But I don't love them.
Yet they give me their treasures;
Their hoards, but they're just whores.
My mind is blown
And I'm on the edge of my bed
I'm thinking about jumping.
But the fall is what scares me.
To take action, or to wait for the sun.
Will the Son never come?
I put out my cigarette
And I guess, it really solved nothing.
But it made me feel better.
And She smiled at me.
I guess that's all I can ask for.