Apr 07, 2005 04:45
"Wow, that's the gayest thing since gay came to gaytown..."
So I'm sitting at work the other day, out on break, smoking. I start thinking of day to come and it hits me. What if their are no more days to come? I mean, people say things like "see ya later" or "i'll call you tommorrow" but what if their is no later or tommorrow? People throw around goodbyes like they were nothing. What if I never see you again? Maybe not by death, but for some unforseen reasons.
I'm tired of wasting away the time I have. If I live to be 80, which is a stretch, then about 1/4 of my life is gone. That's it, never comming back.
And all the while, I keep making what I think are the wrong decisions.
I can't keep doing this. I just want to be happy again. I'm tired of sleeping alone...