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[neochronis]

k well i was feeling pretty sad, so i decide to go to the gym before i got to bed which is never a good idea, but what ever, i had no idea how tierd i was until i got to the gym, bad idea, so i start working out everything is fine, but now i know i should not work out when i am tierd, at one point i got so light headed and my heart stopped beating and my chest got tight and i started getting tunnel vision, and i held off for as long as i could but i could feeel myself starting to slip out... so i grabbed the nearest thing and tried to breath, thats all i could do was try as hard as i can, now nothing was coming in or out so it wasent very drastic, but enough to get some attention... which i dident like, now all of this happend in about a few second span, but it felt like forever... so after i started to recover i shrugged off all the looks i was getting, and went to get some water, did 50 sit ups, and left.... i am not well. i have eaten nothing but a jackin the box burger today, and have had little to no sleep, and i can feel my self faling apart, and no one to help keep me together. but i am still smiling and i am still ok, and i wont fail at staying happy, i wont no matter what.
So school is going well i was up for a while doing all of my CIS home work i have very little left to do, i wonder if my teacher will notice that i got all my home work done in one day, the date is printed at the top of each sheet. hmmm,, i got all my writting home work done for a week or two, and am petrified about german.... shiver... well i am going to try and recooperate, good night.....