Easy decisions, but shitty consequences
I'm normally off on Sundays. Sunday I woke up at 6:15 from a phone call. It was a miracle that my phone even woke me up, considering it was in the living room, and I was asleep in my bed. Plus I had only been asleep for 4 hours. I get my ass up call work, the number came through as unlisted, but because of the time I knew that it was most probable it being work calling looking for someone to come in. I was correct, I spoke w/ Brandi and told her I'd work 7-3. The great thing about Sundays is that it's automatic OT, which Kroger pays at time and a half. The SUPER DUPER GREAT thing about yesterday is Since it was my day off it's OT pay, plus the premium pay normally on Sunday. After doing the math it comes out as double time, or in $$ terms $25.60 an hour. I was all about working, but I felt bad since I told me Mom the previous day that I would accompany her, my Dad and Little D to the Reds game that afternoon. Oh well, I knew she'd understand. It was a good day at work too for the most part, worked with Brandon, and talked to him and Richard most of the day. Richard used to work 2nd with me and we'd talk often, he then moved to first and I moved to 3rd so I haven't got to talk to him much since.
I came home and passed out from exhaustion, even though I was planning on going back to my parents house to hang out for the evening. My pass out was supposed to last just a couple of hours but I ended up sleeping until 9:30. It was dark when I got up lol. I contemplated going to the bar, but since I was by myself I quickly decided against it. After a little bit of browsing around on the net, Bethany called. We talked for a couple hours, about alot of shit. It was good to be able to open up completely to her, I started drinking towards the beginning of the call to help loosen my up a bit and I think it worked. I understand why she didn't go to the fireworks. The good news is she's not seeing anyone exclusively (she is seeing a guy in Indiana though, but it isn't serious at all). The better news is I think she feels the saem way about me as I feel about her. I'm not completely sure though, we spoke of our past relationships but not of our feelings towards each other. I don't know any 1 reason I think that, other than I believe I'm a pretty good judge of character as long as I'm not blinded by my ignorance.
The call really livened my spirits up, since I was planning on spending the night in the solitude of my silence reading and messing around w/ Perl some more.
Adams gone to Florida also, so I have the place to myself for a week. I gotta clean this place up by the weekend, and begin packing some of my shit. My plans are to try to get Bethany to hang out w/ Adam and I Sat. we'll see if I get the balls to ask her and if it's too late by the time I do...
I came home and passed out from exhaustion, even though I was planning on going back to my parents house to hang out for the evening. My pass out was supposed to last just a couple of hours but I ended up sleeping until 9:30. It was dark when I got up lol. I contemplated going to the bar, but since I was by myself I quickly decided against it. After a little bit of browsing around on the net, Bethany called. We talked for a couple hours, about alot of shit. It was good to be able to open up completely to her, I started drinking towards the beginning of the call to help loosen my up a bit and I think it worked. I understand why she didn't go to the fireworks. The good news is she's not seeing anyone exclusively (she is seeing a guy in Indiana though, but it isn't serious at all). The better news is I think she feels the saem way about me as I feel about her. I'm not completely sure though, we spoke of our past relationships but not of our feelings towards each other. I don't know any 1 reason I think that, other than I believe I'm a pretty good judge of character as long as I'm not blinded by my ignorance.
The call really livened my spirits up, since I was planning on spending the night in the solitude of my silence reading and messing around w/ Perl some more.
Adams gone to Florida also, so I have the place to myself for a week. I gotta clean this place up by the weekend, and begin packing some of my shit. My plans are to try to get Bethany to hang out w/ Adam and I Sat. we'll see if I get the balls to ask her and if it's too late by the time I do...