Almost Lover - Chapter 1: Tombstones
Title: Almost Lover
Pairing: Logan/Marie (Rogan)
Rating: PG-13
Verse: AU
Genre: Angst, Shipper, Drama
Disclaimer: I don't own X-MEN. X-MEN © Marvel
Summary: Logan has dreams about a certain heartache...one that he could've prevented.
Author's Notes: First couple chapters are short. Just a warning.
"What's the point anymore Chuck?" I say looking out the window, towards that sad tombstone. It always seemed to stand out. "What's the point of living...if you've lost everything?" I turn from the window and look at Charles. He is facing the crackling fire, his face is somber, he understands the pain I feel. He sighs, and then looks straight into my eyes.
"The point is...that she would want you to live. She would want you to be happy." In the dim light from the fire, I can see a single tear fall down Charles' right cheek. Even though her stay was short, he loved her like a daughter. I look back towards the window, towards the tombstone. I then slowly close my eyes, and all I can see is that beautiful face. "Logan, you should get some rest." Charles says to me as he wheels out of the room. I wait for him to leave, I then stand up and head out onto the balcony over the courtyard. I look up into the sky, the moon shines down upon me.
"Marie, darlin'...I love you, so much. I wish I could've looked into your eyes and said that." tears are now falling down my face. I fall down on my knees. Why? Why was I so stupid? I know why. Now I see it. Why was I so stupid? Because the Wolverine can never see what is right in front of him. That's why.
Eventually I make it back to my room, I take off my boots, strip off my socks, jeans, and shirt. I then put a pair of flannel pants on. I crawl into bed, and close my eyes. Hoping all the painful memories fade away.