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I dunno what to do, all I think about and this is like shifting thoughts, all together at one frame of mind I think, I know that I won’t have a job, if not by December then by April which still doesn’t buy me enough time to get my immigration, ahhhhh!!! Well I have started hunting again, so let’s see what happens. I took a big risky decision in doing this move and it seems like my investment is not going to pay off, I have to make a quick decision on if I want to try to waste more time here. Reasons I cannot explain here, but it’s what everything is leading to. I cannot afford the time off especially going without a pay check for a month already and making a move across the province at the same time, and then just like this all I start thinking about is my jaan, how much fun we had together and how I felt with her when I was in Saint John, it is like nothing has changed at all and we are still going out. We are too close not to be, but sometimes thing are just the way they are, and then like they say the fruits of patience. But yeah I drift into this tiny little world that is driven by passion and just want… It’s another whole different more comforting side of my life. My stars are hidden in the clouds, they just have to come clear, and then everything will be smooth sailing from there. I hope this whole Client Logic thing works out and that all my instincts about this thing is wrong. Yeah and just like that I am back at the same topic again, this is what I mean. I ma crazy man!!! Muhuahahhhaha!!!