Lost and not wanting to be found
Im sadly starting to notice one thing here, one very sad thing about my life, i dont have one. Basically i get up, go to school, go home, go to work, go home, repeat.
I spend most of my free time on my compy.
Lately i feel as though all of my friends on the net save for a few, are simply losing themselves, please guys angst is a load of CRAP, who the hell said we have to be so depressed and angsty all of the FUCKING TIME. I can name thirteen people who i really am directly refering to, guys i love you and i dont want you to do anything stupid, your young and life is just starting. I know that im very mature for my age speech to, IT doesnt matter guys you are still the age you are, life is stil starting.
Im the worst to say it to, after two suicide attepts last week i covered up from my folks and decided not to do it again, i realized something. it doesnt matter what happens guys, just so long as your living things change. Hell i did i think, thats sorta why i didnt update my artgallery at netraptor. I honestly was going to kill myself, but then i realized i was a idiot fo doing that, taking your own life is just greedy, it shows you care for no one but yourself when you get to the point, i dont care what the reasons are, death isnt a solution at all.
remeber i love you all
i dont want to see you hurt...
love always
neo.
I spend most of my free time on my compy.
Lately i feel as though all of my friends on the net save for a few, are simply losing themselves, please guys angst is a load of CRAP, who the hell said we have to be so depressed and angsty all of the FUCKING TIME. I can name thirteen people who i really am directly refering to, guys i love you and i dont want you to do anything stupid, your young and life is just starting. I know that im very mature for my age speech to, IT doesnt matter guys you are still the age you are, life is stil starting.
Im the worst to say it to, after two suicide attepts last week i covered up from my folks and decided not to do it again, i realized something. it doesnt matter what happens guys, just so long as your living things change. Hell i did i think, thats sorta why i didnt update my artgallery at netraptor. I honestly was going to kill myself, but then i realized i was a idiot fo doing that, taking your own life is just greedy, it shows you care for no one but yourself when you get to the point, i dont care what the reasons are, death isnt a solution at all.
remeber i love you all
i dont want to see you hurt...
love always
neo.