SIgh...
I miss the nr boards... and gallery regardless of how much i rant lately about it. I hate myself for being so damned insane and paranoid towards them when i get depressed. IM SO SORRY GUYS. its just this damned medication combined with my depression. basically im from happy to depressd in record time.
lately i feel so freaking hopeless, i dont want to do anything at all and its driving me insane, im already using a new alias on the net as Saph Kitsune. Yeah go figure a fox. Im still neo though its just hes there for my other gallerys when i get them open.
Religion is kinda scary lately to me. i dont know what to think and its like the more i try to figure out what is wrong... I dont know, i just want people, certain people, to get off my case. You cant force me to be something im not, id rather find my way.
Drawing more piccehs, got a new art style... its pretty good, animeish and such, now if i could just learn to cg worth shiat.
lately i feel so freaking hopeless, i dont want to do anything at all and its driving me insane, im already using a new alias on the net as Saph Kitsune. Yeah go figure a fox. Im still neo though its just hes there for my other gallerys when i get them open.
Religion is kinda scary lately to me. i dont know what to think and its like the more i try to figure out what is wrong... I dont know, i just want people, certain people, to get off my case. You cant force me to be something im not, id rather find my way.
Drawing more piccehs, got a new art style... its pretty good, animeish and such, now if i could just learn to cg worth shiat.