Meh... and Mehness
I called in from work today, Hurt my foot, and yet,mom refuses to believe me for sake of accusing me for wanting to lose my job. I hate my job, and the fact that management is so strange, nice yet cruel, I feel so guilty about wanting to quit. Ehh my heel and every little bone in my foot hurts, esepecially in the arch of it.
I dunno when dad will be home, I hope he can understand, if not, Im truely sorry to both parents for lacking the motivation to be exploited and taken advantage of at work. Everyone seems to think that I can do anything. Im the slowest stocker we have, mostly due to my height and relatively large hands, preventing me from even reaching inside the shelves without knocking crap over. Ill probbably drabble abbout this later.
Kali did break up with alta, I was excited for a few, the hopes of getting with her came rushing back in some sick twisted fate induced mockery only to hear her say that she and alta still loved eachother. I suppose it took me realizing how much she loved him before I could let go. It hurts, but what can you do, they say all is fair in love and war. Thats just an excuse to be selfish and controlative toward someone else when you care abou them. I cant bring myself to even bother to try to be with her anymore.
nother friend, less love intrest, more of a constant flirt. She acted like she was intrested and then goes and sleeps with someone else. returning after the horrible argument with the guy and expecting me to care. I hate being nice, The entire time im consoling her I just want to slap her for toying with me like that. One of the few girls to show intrest in me and its only because shes a freaking slut.
Random Promise I made to Stratus:
I promised Id write about her, so I will. Shes probbably one of the few friends I have that I talk to so seldom, and yet we talk as if we do all the time when we meet. I really hope things are going okay with you. You seem to have the exact same problem as I do, Acting like a hard ass while caring far to much about people with feelings other than you show. *hugs* thanks for the wonderful entry toward me, It helped a lot, suprisingly. Your really sweet strat. I know im probbably the only one who calls you that, but still, you are and always will be stratus to me :3.
I dunno when dad will be home, I hope he can understand, if not, Im truely sorry to both parents for lacking the motivation to be exploited and taken advantage of at work. Everyone seems to think that I can do anything. Im the slowest stocker we have, mostly due to my height and relatively large hands, preventing me from even reaching inside the shelves without knocking crap over. Ill probbably drabble abbout this later.
Kali did break up with alta, I was excited for a few, the hopes of getting with her came rushing back in some sick twisted fate induced mockery only to hear her say that she and alta still loved eachother. I suppose it took me realizing how much she loved him before I could let go. It hurts, but what can you do, they say all is fair in love and war. Thats just an excuse to be selfish and controlative toward someone else when you care abou them. I cant bring myself to even bother to try to be with her anymore.
nother friend, less love intrest, more of a constant flirt. She acted like she was intrested and then goes and sleeps with someone else. returning after the horrible argument with the guy and expecting me to care. I hate being nice, The entire time im consoling her I just want to slap her for toying with me like that. One of the few girls to show intrest in me and its only because shes a freaking slut.
Random Promise I made to Stratus:
I promised Id write about her, so I will. Shes probbably one of the few friends I have that I talk to so seldom, and yet we talk as if we do all the time when we meet. I really hope things are going okay with you. You seem to have the exact same problem as I do, Acting like a hard ass while caring far to much about people with feelings other than you show. *hugs* thanks for the wonderful entry toward me, It helped a lot, suprisingly. Your really sweet strat. I know im probbably the only one who calls you that, but still, you are and always will be stratus to me :3.