Inspiration
Having something to look up upon, look forward to or to literally aspire for really does make going through life much easier. Our inspiration somehow makes us magically neglect problems as it overshadows and encompasses everything else in our lives. It gives us the drive to strive harder and the will to go on.
What if one day you realize that you no longer have an inspiration in life?
As for me I search for one. I know its there. I just have to be patient.
Sometimes you soon realize that what you have been searching for was there all along and all along I had just failed to give it enough notice.
I have also set some goals in life and am now determined to make them.
As for immediate goals, I would like be with whom I've realized to be the one I've been looking for all this time.
I shall not back out or just forget it. Nothing shall break my resolve.
I shall not let the opportunity pass by. I feel that I love her. I will not cage it up.
I'd rather take rejection over the guilt of inaction. And I'll do my best not to be rejected.
If I will be pricked by this rose so be it. I won't let go until I know the outcome of my actions.
I am confident in myself that it will turn out fine. Time will tell.
It's kinda funny that I realize all this right after the break. I guess it's true when they say that we see their importance when they're gone.
Sure, in the past sem I had been her classmate and that unfortunately now this sem it isn't. I'm not letting it hinder me.
In writing this I am trying to muster up courage. If there be support, it is welcome.
I will never again make the mistake of acting it only in my mind. The time for action is now.
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It makes me smile to know that,
I've finally found you.