Sleepless Mornings And Those Burden Feelings *sighs*
This isn't like me at all. I should have been fast asleep hours ago but here I am, wide awake...updating my journal at 2:14 in the morning. It’s a good thing that I don't have to go work tomorrow. That would have been really messed up. Heh I have a feeling that I won't be waking up in time to play some FF 12 this afternoon. I am truly in love with that game. The only downside is that I find myself over-training again. Oh well, it shall all be worth it in the ending.
Just great I think I gave my mother my cold. Looks like its my turn to take care of her. After all, I owe her one for caring for me when my allergies were bad around Christmas. I feel SO GREAT right now! My face, my skin...it looks so pure! *is happy* Although I sometimes cannot help but feel like a burden. Having a child with both allergies and asthma isn't easy. When I compare my way of living, which is like super clean and anti-dust/germs, it serves as a real eye-opener. Sure it pays of to live in such a clean home but sometimes I wish that all of this protective stuff wasn't necessary. Heh, I guess I should be thankful, and here I am wishing otherwise. Lol. Looks like I'm more tired then I thought.
You know ever since 2007 got here all that I have been thinking about is my future. Educational wise I'm on the right bus. But relationship wise...I haven't even bought my ticket yet. I'm not all that anxious but I keep praying and hopping that "today" will be the day. But so far I haven’t had any luck. I know it has to be something I say because I seem to be very great at befriending girls, but I can never get a relationship out of it. lol. Well no longer am I going to kick back and expect the girl to break the ice. Its time I started to have some more confidence in myself. Can Miguel get a girlfriend before he hits 20 in June? One can only hope. Keep in mind that I'm not trying to rush into a relationship or anything. But I feel like I'm just waiting for my French toast to pop out of the toaster...and it is really keeping me on my toes!
I think its time I went to bed. Laters.
*jumps in bed and goes to sleep*
Just great I think I gave my mother my cold. Looks like its my turn to take care of her. After all, I owe her one for caring for me when my allergies were bad around Christmas. I feel SO GREAT right now! My face, my skin...it looks so pure! *is happy* Although I sometimes cannot help but feel like a burden. Having a child with both allergies and asthma isn't easy. When I compare my way of living, which is like super clean and anti-dust/germs, it serves as a real eye-opener. Sure it pays of to live in such a clean home but sometimes I wish that all of this protective stuff wasn't necessary. Heh, I guess I should be thankful, and here I am wishing otherwise. Lol. Looks like I'm more tired then I thought.
You know ever since 2007 got here all that I have been thinking about is my future. Educational wise I'm on the right bus. But relationship wise...I haven't even bought my ticket yet. I'm not all that anxious but I keep praying and hopping that "today" will be the day. But so far I haven’t had any luck. I know it has to be something I say because I seem to be very great at befriending girls, but I can never get a relationship out of it. lol. Well no longer am I going to kick back and expect the girl to break the ice. Its time I started to have some more confidence in myself. Can Miguel get a girlfriend before he hits 20 in June? One can only hope. Keep in mind that I'm not trying to rush into a relationship or anything. But I feel like I'm just waiting for my French toast to pop out of the toaster...and it is really keeping me on my toes!
I think its time I went to bed. Laters.
*jumps in bed and goes to sleep*