Sep 04, 2025 19:54
I hate being in a position where I want to yell at someone and I start thinking about all the nice things about them, and I feel bad. I mean I have a valid reason to be mad but I cannot bear to make certain people sad. And It's not people intentionally blackmailing me, it's just the way they are.
So whatever, I dunno, it's better not to snap at people, but I don't like bottling shit up. I dunno, maybe.
This winter, I am going to get a big gaudy fur coat (Leopard spotted OR Zebra if I can find it) and another pair of elvis sunglasses. I like the winter because I can dress more like a rock star. And excersizing is easier for me when it's cold. I mean fuck I'm hairy, I can only take off so many layers of clothes. Plus I'm uncomfortable excersizing with people I dont know and no one else does it in the fall/winter.