[THREAD;] doctor, doctor, give me the news

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Who: Nataku and Derek Stiles.
Where: Asclepius Hospital.
When: Afternoon.
Summary: Nataku coming in for a check-up.
Rating: PG-13.
Other: Derp.

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"A pill. It was white. Shortly afterward, the room grew bigger and smaller." He gestured slightly with his hands, like that would make sense. Nataku doubted that it made much sense. It had happened a few days before he came to his check-up -- having not left his surrogate father's side until he felt that it was safe to do so. What an irrational statement and thought. But he had always said that he was still as child.

A nod. "Understood. I expect you at the Liebert manor once the sandwich is finished." There would be no point in taking it back if what he had made was not eaten. The purpose of the sandwich was to be eaten and it was made for a particular person. That person could do whatever they like with it, but it still needed to be dealt with. That was how he understood things, anyway.

"Are you not going to answer my other questions?" It seemed as though his other questions were not going to be answered, but he thought that he would ask anyway. If those were not going to be answered, he would ask another. "Why do you not replace your eyes so that you do not need glasses?"

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Irritation bubbled up in his mind at the pointless questions, but he wasn't one to just..get up and walk out, especially after someone drugged the poor kid. Patients had to leave happy and healthy, regardless of the circumstances ,"..I think we all have demons. It's how we overcome them that matters."

Should he just leave? No, he had to wrap up the conversation ,"..and I like my glasses." A smile formed on his face, but the topic was changed ,"Anyway, who gave you the pill?"

What could he do about it?

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"I see. I wonder what demons he has." His head rose slightly to look at the ceiling, wondering what Johan's demons were. Were they something that he would be able to destroy? Was it something that Nataku had to help the Senator overcome or would he have to fight them by himself?

"I see. They are nice, I suppose." Looking away from the ceiling, he regarded Stiles again. Wondering how sincere his comment about the man's glasses sounded, given that he was not even looking at him when he made it. He held his hand out. "May I see them?"

"My little sister."

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Derek blinked a few times in confusion, really not following the other's trail of thought ,"Nataku..who gave you the pill?" His eyes moved to lock with the other, holding an almost parental concern in them ,"You shouldn't be taking pills randomly, it's very dangerous. What if it was poison?" Derek paused and spoke again,"..and I really think you should talk to someone every so often. We have a lot of great councilors here at.."

A pause?

He continued, "Asclepius."

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"My little sister gave me the pill." He tilted his head slightly, a gesture that he always did when he was confused. "She would not poison me." Blinking a few times, Nataku was now the one unsure of where Stiles was going with his train of thought.

"Here? I do not want to talk to people here." A pause. "Though, I suppose it is unavoidable since I speak to nurses, receptionists and you." He thought about this more, to avoid coming to this hospital. "If you wish me to speak to people, I shall speak to you. We may speak as much as you will like."

Problem solved.

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Hmm? His..sister? Ohh, and Derek thought he was calling his glasses his sister or something due to contex. One could never tell in this place ,"..It sounds like your sister gave you a hallucinogen. They're very damaging, and can even cause lasting flashbacks."

He did frown a little bit ,"I'm not trained to be a councilor, but I can find you someone you feel comfortable talking to that can be of more help."

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"She was only showing me that I had demons as well." Nataku defended his little sister, did not think her actions malicious. Because she was his family, because they were close, were they not? He would not do anything to harm them and so why would they harm him? "Flashbacks? I am afraid of the dark now. An irrationality that I do not understand."

"You must be trained to talk to someone? Why?"

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Derek looked a little peeved, not at him, but at his little sister for drugging him ,"Those demons were artificial, they were hallucinations. Metaphorically we all have demons, and some people are trained professionally to get rid of them." What was he to say? I think you need therapy? The way he was talking was..disjointed, unfocused, it worried him ,"The dark isn't anything to be afraid of, either."

He wasn't trained to deal with people who had psychological issues, and had no memory of assisting that one girl from his past who did. Pity.

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"I see. Artificial demons." He thought for a moment, remembering something that he read on the Network. It was after he was found in the Abyss -- after he found that someone had been operating on his body. He had no memory of it, but it seemed as though it had been a painful procedure. Regardless, he brought up another point. "I once thought that I was not human. That I was not related to the people that I knew. It was a strange thought that came to me. I believe I was upset about it."

"I do not remember. I wrote a note and asked my cousin, but I do not remember doing any of these things." A brief pause. "This was last year." He felt he should alert his doctor of these things so long as they were talking about hallucinations. "I know. I know that the dark is nothing to be afraid of. There is nothing in it except when there is. However, I will kill everything that is in it. This time."

"I do not mind talking to you. If it is you that I am forced to talk to, I do not mind it." He stared at Stiles. "Understood?"

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The other was so..oddly open with him, and it did confuse Derek further. All his recent patients had shown a distrust for hospitals in general, and him by proxy. It was unusual.

This talk of amnesia made his brow furrow ,"And a therapist could help you with that too. Nataku, I have your best interests in mind, you have to trust that. "

At the word 'kill' he perked up,"Kill everything in it? Why?"

Oh, come now, he wasn't trained for this, but he couldn't force him to talk to a shrink either.

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As much as Nataku disliked doctors and hospitals, he did not see a reason that he should lie to them. He did not understand that if he did not wish to speak on something that he simply could remain quiet on the subject. Such a concept was lost on the child. Which was why he was usually confused when others would not answer questions that he prompted to them -- personal or otherwise -- that they did not want to answer.

"Why must I trust that you have my best interests in mind?" He looked to Stiles now, having been gazing at the man, yes, but not really looking at him. "I cannot do such a thing. I have already inconvenienced the Senator enough with the loss of my eye. The state of my mind has always been this way." Nataku felt if this was understood, the subject would be dropped.

"Because it is dangerous." His tone was still bland but had a hint of haughtiness to it, like he was the one speaking to a child now. Like this was an obvious reason to do anything. "If it is dangerous then it needs to be killed so that it does not harm him."

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Derek was puzzled still by the other's mannerisms. He was a curious person indeed, enough to make him mentally scratch his head ,"Not everything in the dark is out to get you. What if you kill someone innocent? What if you make a mistake?"

He..honestly didn't know how to answer the first question right away, but after thinking he answered that too ,"You have to trust me, so I can help you."

The surgeon didn't know what else to say, apparently at a loss for words, but kind of ticked at the other one talking to him like he was a child. Oh, how irritating.

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"Then I will say that I am sorry. It was as someone would say an 'honest mistake.'" Nataku would have shrugged as that seemed like a natural response but even as he thought of it, he decided against it. "Can you prove that not everything in the dark means harm to my person?"

"I see. I suppose you could have slit my throat while I was unconscious." He pointed to his eye as though Stiles would not be sure what it was he was talking about.

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Derek seemed a bit aghast at his words. Why would a doctor ever do something like that? He briefly said ,"You can't say sorry if they're dead, and I'm not saying everything in the dark is safe. There's..a lot of terrible people out there."

He did frown and mutter ,"I'd never do something like that to a patient." very faintly. No, despite all the 'mad docs' that seemed to be all the rage he was just a simple man who took that oath to heart.

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"You can. They just simply cannot hear you say anything." Nataku did not exactly see what was wrong with such a situation. It was better to show some remorse than none, correct? "Indeed. I suppose that there are. So what do you suppose one should do about the dark?" Tilting his head slightly, despite the bland tone in which he spoke, he was actually curious.

"Because you are not one of the terrible people out there." A fact. One that he was certain was true. Not meant to be a compliment, at least, not really.

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Derek nodded faintly, taking that last statement as a compliment indeed. It brought a faint, delicate smile to his lips ,"I suggest you speak to someone who can help you get over your phobia better, and maybe sleep with a night light, or carry a flashlight until the issues are sorted out."

Why wasn't he afraid of the dark? Good question, but he viewed it only as a childish fear.