any life left?
Originally published at .:Electrosphere. You can comment here or there.
=< I feel like my life just left me. There was a time when I could accomplish and ace any academic... stuff the schools could throw at me. And on top of that I'd be content with just a PSX to do away with the free times.
-_- And yet now I'm barely on the passing line to get through my uni subjects... (along with one or two skyrocketed marks for japanese studies XD). ps2 and psp games can't even get me hooked for more than a day... like the other day when I started playing Tales of the Abyss, the next day I'd forgotten that I even had it, and when I do remember, I don't feel like playing...
What could possibly the cause? I tried to answer myself, and came up with:
-perhaps jumping classes during my early years wasn't a good idea after all, on top of that, the jump was to another country. I couldn't keep my connection with the 'previous' friends and end up only being able to focus on the current ones. You could say if I lose the ones I have right now I'd be known only with the name on my ID, as a name on a list, not as a person. What does this have to do with my academic results? Usually someone would give me an early warning if an assignment is due, and usually someone would occasionally ask me questions about the subject so I'd have to actually keep up with the study.
That doesn't happen at all right now, I have no reason to study until the last minutes before the exam or assignment XD. So in actuality, its all my own fault XD ahahahh
-Maybe its the game that was starting to go outdated... I was expecting more especially out of the 'big, named companies' like namco or squenix. Seeing how innovative the other rpgs are (like Star Ocean 3 and FFXII) I thought the tales series would keep up. But no~ they went 3d yet scarce on customizable areas. Just like tales of legendia, I only kept playing it cause the dialogues were funny =/. In my opinion tales of destiny 2 is better than its successors, they should've just kept that direction.
Even wii is a disappointment to me. The motion sensor is really just sensing a small, directed vibration, not the kind of 'motion' that's in my dictionary.
For example zelda:twilight princess requires you to >SHAKE< the nunchuck or wiimote to do an attack. >=/ A BUTTON WOULD DO A BETTER JOB THAN THE DUMB SHAKE YOU %$@#^#. phew.
And wii sports:tennis, you simply had to time your wiimote shaking to hit the ball. It doesn’t matter whether you shake it with your pants or behind the tv, it’ll still do a relatively perfect smash if you time it properly. I don’t call that tennis.
oh well… hopefully ps3 could be at least satisfactory although i’m kinda skeptical on that too. (Finally saved enough to get one XD, once it goes region free, ITS MINE! mwahaha)