Here goes...
My intent is not for you to pity me in anyway. I'm sorry for everything that has happened, whether it is seen as my doing or not. For if i would have know what others thought i would have played my cards differently. I never meant to damage my friendships with anyone, or anyones friendships with anyone else. I am truely sorry for the events that have taken place, and will be more aware of the actions that surround me.