Aint It Funny
I am taking this time home to think about things and reflect. Reflection is the main idea of my break right now. I am thinking about everything that happened to me this past year, and taking into account what has been said to me, and what hasnt. I am taking into account what a true friendship is, and what ones are worth fighting for to save or in the first place to keep.
This holiday for me is just me going through the motions of life, just seeing what went wrong, and what went right. I am looking inside to find out why certain things bug me so, and why certain people made me hate myself.
Now to something else. do I feel a little betrayed, yes i do and this message is to the person who did it. I do forgive and I am forgiving right now believe me I am, but I just dont understand something, since we talked about how mean this person was and how they did not have the right to be treating me the way that they were, I want to know how come you ended up liking him? I know you have held back on some things that you could have done, but remember I liked him still while you were doing that infront of me. Did you not think I was going to find out that u liked him, I maybe blonde, but I am not dumb. If i feel a little betrayed it is because of how you acted infront of me when he was next to you and you were all over him. I do forgive, I promise I do, and I am even if you dont believe me, I really am. Just time will tell.
This holiday for me is just me going through the motions of life, just seeing what went wrong, and what went right. I am looking inside to find out why certain things bug me so, and why certain people made me hate myself.
Now to something else. do I feel a little betrayed, yes i do and this message is to the person who did it. I do forgive and I am forgiving right now believe me I am, but I just dont understand something, since we talked about how mean this person was and how they did not have the right to be treating me the way that they were, I want to know how come you ended up liking him? I know you have held back on some things that you could have done, but remember I liked him still while you were doing that infront of me. Did you not think I was going to find out that u liked him, I maybe blonde, but I am not dumb. If i feel a little betrayed it is because of how you acted infront of me when he was next to you and you were all over him. I do forgive, I promise I do, and I am even if you dont believe me, I really am. Just time will tell.