Ooodelalee Ooodelalee!
Fortunes! Forecasts! Lucky Charms!
- Disney's Robin Hood
Let's see... it's 2:21 am and my day isn't starting out so well. *sigh*
It's almost depressing.
These past couple of weeks have been really draining both physically and emotionally.
I'm surprised my mental state is still in order x_x
Anyway, with all the mess happening left and right, one tends to get discouraged [a lot in my case] and sometimes you just need someone or something to give you that extra "push," or a sign ["hit me baby one more time" hahaha!] ... [then think's of Bruce Alrighty] even, that tells you that things are going to be okay and it isn't the end of the world.
I think i got that sign earlier while browsing thru my friendster account.
I like what they did with it [Friendster.com] though, they revamped everything.
It's now very organized, and neat and user-friendly.
MUCH MUCH better! [2 thumbs up Friendster!]
Anyway, back to what I was saying...
The sign came in the form of a horoscope [haha] but HEY it made a lot of sense to me so ^_^
Well, I clicked and this came out...
I thought "Hey, interesting..let's see.. if I click this.."
And so I clicked...
Eeeek! It went off the border x_________x;;;
Although the message here is positive, I couldn't help but feel a bit bad and a bit good.
Bad maybe because I still hold a spark of hope [that's slowly fading] for something my heart longs to keep [but even that's looking bleak]
OT: Right now, I'm wishing I had some kind of anesthesia for the heart >_<
Who knows, numbness might be a pleasant feeling after all the inner conflict.
Good because things may start looking up if I act on it.
Bleh, well fine. If I "visualize" it.
BUT DAMMIT!
I ALREADY AM and GRRR &#$^ [do nice girls always end up last?]
I wish I were a bitch
at least that way, i wouldn't have to care
Maybe i should have said "..a bit bad and a bit good and a lot of pent up frustration."
"Visualize the brightest future you can possibly imagine"
World Peace
*snort*
But yeah, I'll try very hard to be optimistic.
I'll even die trying [..i'm dying *choke*]
Anyway, before I end up depressing myself any further, I'll wrap this up cause I'm getting really sleepy x_x [yawn]
So what do I hope for...
1. Things to start looking up.
2. The cure to the common heartache.
3. A new wardrobe.
The first I guess I'll have to wait and see.
The second [...]
The third effective within the day ;) I'm going shopping! XD
... and to say i hated shopping but now i think i know why women shop
... happy place! ^_^ then i'll drop by Gloria Jean's for their yummy coffee
... o0o0o0o i'm excited already just thinking about it!
... I wonder who I can drag along [thought bubble]
... Ah well, whoever you are, you're in luck! Lunch is on me! Yeeehaw!
Wow, I'm feeling better already :)
Haha, yeah, if you wanna see something that's dumb funny, view this :)
Enjoy everyone! And have a goodnight! ^_^
P.S. Does anyone know how to change the Mood icons? The one's I have now look like those off AIM >_< I see my friends have really cute cats or birds and I've no idea how to switch mine to something else. x_x If someone could show me how, it would be great! ^_^ [thanks in advance! XD]
- Disney's Robin Hood
Let's see... it's 2:21 am and my day isn't starting out so well. *sigh*
It's almost depressing.
These past couple of weeks have been really draining both physically and emotionally.
I'm surprised my mental state is still in order x_x
Anyway, with all the mess happening left and right, one tends to get discouraged [a lot in my case] and sometimes you just need someone or something to give you that extra "push," or a sign ["hit me baby one more time" hahaha!] ... [then think's of Bruce Alrighty] even, that tells you that things are going to be okay and it isn't the end of the world.
I think i got that sign earlier while browsing thru my friendster account.
I like what they did with it [Friendster.com] though, they revamped everything.
It's now very organized, and neat and user-friendly.
MUCH MUCH better! [2 thumbs up Friendster!]
Anyway, back to what I was saying...
The sign came in the form of a horoscope [haha] but HEY it made a lot of sense to me so ^_^
Well, I clicked and this came out...
I thought "Hey, interesting..let's see.. if I click this.."
And so I clicked...
Eeeek! It went off the border x_________x;;;
Although the message here is positive, I couldn't help but feel a bit bad and a bit good.
Bad maybe because I still hold a spark of hope [that's slowly fading] for something my heart longs to keep [but even that's looking bleak]
OT: Right now, I'm wishing I had some kind of anesthesia for the heart >_<
Who knows, numbness might be a pleasant feeling after all the inner conflict.
Good because things may start looking up if I act on it.
Bleh, well fine. If I "visualize" it.
BUT DAMMIT!
I ALREADY AM and GRRR &#$^ [do nice girls always end up last?]
I wish I were a bitch
at least that way, i wouldn't have to care
Maybe i should have said "..a bit bad and a bit good and a lot of pent up frustration."
"Visualize the brightest future you can possibly imagine"
World Peace
*snort*
But yeah, I'll try very hard to be optimistic.
I'll even die trying [..i'm dying *choke*]
Anyway, before I end up depressing myself any further, I'll wrap this up cause I'm getting really sleepy x_x [yawn]
So what do I hope for...
1. Things to start looking up.
2. The cure to the common heartache.
3. A new wardrobe.
The first I guess I'll have to wait and see.
The second [...]
The third effective within the day ;) I'm going shopping! XD
... and to say i hated shopping but now i think i know why women shop
... happy place! ^_^ then i'll drop by Gloria Jean's for their yummy coffee
... o0o0o0o i'm excited already just thinking about it!
... I wonder who I can drag along [thought bubble]
... Ah well, whoever you are, you're in luck! Lunch is on me! Yeeehaw!
Wow, I'm feeling better already :)
Haha, yeah, if you wanna see something that's dumb funny, view this :)
Enjoy everyone! And have a goodnight! ^_^
P.S. Does anyone know how to change the Mood icons? The one's I have now look like those off AIM >_< I see my friends have really cute cats or birds and I've no idea how to switch mine to something else. x_x If someone could show me how, it would be great! ^_^ [thanks in advance! XD]