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I havent made a proper entry in here in ages... what can i say, nothing seems to go right for me any more, i have been so caught up in trying to make so many people happy tht i am now misrible myself, and as a result of me been too keen on a lad i have lost one of my mates, and me and that lad are totaly over, and nothing will ever happen between us again, he said the last thing he wanted to do to me was hurt me, but all he has done is hurt me over and over and over, he was only using me, and i couldnt see it, and to think i was only trying to make him happy cause i cared about him.... Now i am lacking in so much confidence its unbeleivable, a good way to make me feel better is chocolate, it taste so nice but only helps me feel beeter for a little bit, and if i have too much i end up feeling rather sick.... anyways, my friends... erm i have been so moody recently so i wanna say sorry its importnat that i say that cause i know i have hurt people...
i feel broken inside, like there is a big empty space... and over the past 2 weeks i think i have cryed my self to sleep most nights.... its not a nice feeling, to feel like i do, i feel like im alone, when i do something i seem to always upset someone, or do somnething to upset someone......
anyways i better go or i wont shut up!
#see yaz....
i feel broken inside, like there is a big empty space... and over the past 2 weeks i think i have cryed my self to sleep most nights.... its not a nice feeling, to feel like i do, i feel like im alone, when i do something i seem to always upset someone, or do somnething to upset someone......
anyways i better go or i wont shut up!
#see yaz....