Regretfull
Jinki heard Kibum’s soft voice is murmuring in his ears to wake him up. His lips rose up into smile as the scents of vanilla and peppermint filled his nostrils.
“Hyung, wake up! I bring some foods for our breakfast,” Kibum said while he is serving the food into the plates.
His drowsiness was gone because of that. Jinki sat up on his bed and watch the younger with sleepy eyes. There is Kibum with his charming aura standing in front of dining table with his wet hair. He just has taken a bath before he bought food.
“What are you bringing, honey?” Jinki asked and slowly approach his lover.
“Just ordinary veggies and some meats, I’m so tired, honey, I don’t have a power to cook you a breakfast,” Kibum said.
Jinki nodded. He smiled and rounded his hand to the slimmest and huggable waist he ever known. Off course its Kim Kibum waist.
Kibum stopped his activity when Jinki rubbed his nose to Kibum’s naked neck. Kibum giggles cutely. He turned around to the older and gave him a peck.
“Stop it, baby. I’m in hurry. Let’s eat our breakfast,”
Kibum pushed the older playfully and gave the plate to Jinki who handed it with big and silly grin.
****,
“Where are you going?” Jinki asked.
“I will meet my old friend at downtown,” Kibum said.
“Do I know your friend?”
“Errr… I don’t know hyung, I forgot I ever introduced him to you or no,”
“Him?”
Kibum nodded but he didn’t explain about his friend. Jinki felt the jealousy in his heart.
“Let me know if you done the meeting, I will pick you up,” Jinki tried his best to get the information.
“Oh you don’t have too. Taemin and I will go to beauty parlor after my meeting,” Kibum smiled sincerely.
Jinki fell into silent. He is not satisfied yet with Kibum’s explanation. He tried to control his jealousy and decided to give Kibum his trust. Kibum loves him. There is no way that Kibum will cheat from him. They relationship was going so good so far.
“Okay, then,” Jinki hid his bitter voice.
****,
Jinki dazed out after Kibum left. He is trying to find what happen in his feeling. He feels uneasy. Why is he so jealous with Kibum’s friend? Why Kibum didn’t explain who his friend is? And why is he jealous? Does Kibum unfaithful?
‘Oh stop it!!! You have to trust Kibum no matter what! Kibum has been with you for almost 3 years!!!!’ Jinki’s mind screaming.
With a loud sighed Jinki slapped his face and decided to do something that will make him away from his silly mind.
*****,
Jinki walked slowly in crowded street. He enjoyed that situation. His big sunglasses and hat made Jinki unknown people among the crowded. It’s been a long time he never walk this slowly. After SHINee became famous and more famous, they never have a chance for walking down the street without some fans following them.
SM gave them 1 week to having holiday in small town in Japan. That’s why they can freely take a walk in this small town with just with sunglasses and hat. And nobody knows them.
Jinki passed the jewelry store and saw the cute couple ring made by platinum. He decided to buy it for Kibum and him.
‘Kibum will love it!!!’ Jinki smiled.
He walked out from the jewelry store with a big smiled. Tonight Kibum will shower him with kiss and hug him tight. His is watching the paid ring inside the box with silly grin.
****,
Jinki smell the coffee scent filled the air when he walked into the small and cozy coffee shop. He chooses the seats near the window. He loves to watch the crowded behind the window. The street is full of people some of them in hurry while the coffee shop is calm and relaxing. The contrast situation always gives him ideas to write the song.
“Will you leave him for me?”
Jinki heard the shaky voice behind him. Jinki saw a couple of silhouette unclearly reflected to the window. Jinki smiled when he heard they speak in Korean.
‘A lot of Korean in Japan nowadays,’ Jinki nodded.
“No, I cant…” the other replied while crying.
“Why?! You said that you didn’t love him anymore! You love me! Does it true?”
‘Whoops, it seems they have hard problems,’ Jinki thought.
“But I can’t! I don’t want to hurt Jinki!!!” the familiar voice replied bitterly.
Jinki feels like his chest was stabbed by a big and sharp knife when he heard his name was mentioned. He slowly turned his face, and his eyes widened as the couple’s identity revealed.
“Ki-kibum?” Jinki called weakly.
Kibum eyes are bigger because of sho ck.
“Ji-jinki-hyung…” Jonghyun watched him with a guilty sight.
“Why?” Jinki said.
His tears started rolling in his cheeks. Kibum, the one he love most, make his intuition never goes wrong. He is unfaithful. 3 of best friends are falling into silent. They felt hurt, but Jinki the one who is hurt-est of all.
****,
It’s been 3 years after that painful moment. Jinki still couldn’t forgive that. The big wounds in his heart still not heal yet. He didn’t know what makes him through the situations. He set Kibum free, but neither Kibum nor Jonghyun ever been a couple.
Jinki pretends he has just moved on. He told nobody about his pain in his heart. Kibum said that their relationship was too flat, and he has got bored since their second anniversary. Jinki nodded with understanding and murmured about he didn’t know about that and he is sorry to make Kibum in such dilemma.
But inside his heart, Jinki is screaming. He really want to tell Kibum that he goddamn love him. He can’t live without Kibum. Kibum is the owner of his heart since forever, and no one will replace Kibum.
That time, Jinki watched Kibum tidy up his stuff in their room with smile and tears. He smiled to show Kibum that he is okay, but his tears can’t lie. Kibum is cut his heart so deep and pour some salts on it.
Until now, he still in love with Kibum but he hide it. He really wants to beg Kibum even kiss his feet to make Kibum back. But he won’t, because he doesn’t want to make Kibum unhappy. Because of him Kibum feels unhappy. He is a disaster in Kibum’s life.
So many nights he passed with tears and screamed Kibum’s name into the pillow. He always screams the same words.
“KIBUM, WHY? WHY YOU LEAVE ME WHEN MY STRONGEST FEELINGS FOR YOU IS HERE? I JUST TOO LOVE YOU TO ASK YOU BACK!!!!”
****,
Kibum fell into silent when he opened the silver box in his hands. His regretful is bigger and became bigger because of that. He stares to a couple of cute rings inside the box. He saw the name written inside the ring.
Jinki ♥ Kibum
His tears are rolling in his cheeks. He can’t stand the pain in his heart. Why is he so stupid? Why is he abandoned the best lover he ever had? Why must he cheat from Jinki?
After Jinki knew about his affair with Jonghyun, his life became more uncomfortable. He suddenly regrets his arrogant manner. Jonghyun left him and has another girl as his girlfriend. Surprisingly his feeling to Jonghyun is gone. His pain of losing Jonghyun doesn’t make him sad. The reality about he lose Jinki forever is hurter than any pain in this world.
Now, everything is too late. Jinki seems move on so fast. After a few weeks from their break up, he smiled happily to everybody. He still cares of him, a lot. But Kibum knows his chance to get Jinki back in his life will never happen.
“Hyung, are you done? Did you found Jinki-hyung clothes? Hurry up!! Manager-Hyung is calling us!!!” Taemin cheerful voices called him.
“I-I’ll be there soon!” Kibum jumped out.
****,
“Here is Jinki-hyung, your clothes,” Kibum smiled weakly when their meet.
“Thank you, Key,” Jinki smiled sincerely.
They fell into silent. Jinki can’t stand the pain whenever Kibum close to him. He stands up and rubbed Kibum hair softly and walked away.
“Thank you,” he said once again.
Jinki really want to scream that he missed Kibum. Instead told his feelings, he walked away with a bitter smile.
‘ Jinki, still I have a chance to fix our love?’ Kibum tears rolled in his cheeks silently.
*****
Hello everyone.... after my long hiatus.... i'm back!!! but i'm sorry that i'm not yet finished the last chapter of beautiful eyes.... but i will soon.
this is not my best story... i can feel it.... but thank you for keep reading.... saranghaeyom....
“Hyung, wake up! I bring some foods for our breakfast,” Kibum said while he is serving the food into the plates.
His drowsiness was gone because of that. Jinki sat up on his bed and watch the younger with sleepy eyes. There is Kibum with his charming aura standing in front of dining table with his wet hair. He just has taken a bath before he bought food.
“What are you bringing, honey?” Jinki asked and slowly approach his lover.
“Just ordinary veggies and some meats, I’m so tired, honey, I don’t have a power to cook you a breakfast,” Kibum said.
Jinki nodded. He smiled and rounded his hand to the slimmest and huggable waist he ever known. Off course its Kim Kibum waist.
Kibum stopped his activity when Jinki rubbed his nose to Kibum’s naked neck. Kibum giggles cutely. He turned around to the older and gave him a peck.
“Stop it, baby. I’m in hurry. Let’s eat our breakfast,”
Kibum pushed the older playfully and gave the plate to Jinki who handed it with big and silly grin.
****,
“Where are you going?” Jinki asked.
“I will meet my old friend at downtown,” Kibum said.
“Do I know your friend?”
“Errr… I don’t know hyung, I forgot I ever introduced him to you or no,”
“Him?”
Kibum nodded but he didn’t explain about his friend. Jinki felt the jealousy in his heart.
“Let me know if you done the meeting, I will pick you up,” Jinki tried his best to get the information.
“Oh you don’t have too. Taemin and I will go to beauty parlor after my meeting,” Kibum smiled sincerely.
Jinki fell into silent. He is not satisfied yet with Kibum’s explanation. He tried to control his jealousy and decided to give Kibum his trust. Kibum loves him. There is no way that Kibum will cheat from him. They relationship was going so good so far.
“Okay, then,” Jinki hid his bitter voice.
****,
Jinki dazed out after Kibum left. He is trying to find what happen in his feeling. He feels uneasy. Why is he so jealous with Kibum’s friend? Why Kibum didn’t explain who his friend is? And why is he jealous? Does Kibum unfaithful?
‘Oh stop it!!! You have to trust Kibum no matter what! Kibum has been with you for almost 3 years!!!!’ Jinki’s mind screaming.
With a loud sighed Jinki slapped his face and decided to do something that will make him away from his silly mind.
*****,
Jinki walked slowly in crowded street. He enjoyed that situation. His big sunglasses and hat made Jinki unknown people among the crowded. It’s been a long time he never walk this slowly. After SHINee became famous and more famous, they never have a chance for walking down the street without some fans following them.
SM gave them 1 week to having holiday in small town in Japan. That’s why they can freely take a walk in this small town with just with sunglasses and hat. And nobody knows them.
Jinki passed the jewelry store and saw the cute couple ring made by platinum. He decided to buy it for Kibum and him.
‘Kibum will love it!!!’ Jinki smiled.
He walked out from the jewelry store with a big smiled. Tonight Kibum will shower him with kiss and hug him tight. His is watching the paid ring inside the box with silly grin.
****,
Jinki smell the coffee scent filled the air when he walked into the small and cozy coffee shop. He chooses the seats near the window. He loves to watch the crowded behind the window. The street is full of people some of them in hurry while the coffee shop is calm and relaxing. The contrast situation always gives him ideas to write the song.
“Will you leave him for me?”
Jinki heard the shaky voice behind him. Jinki saw a couple of silhouette unclearly reflected to the window. Jinki smiled when he heard they speak in Korean.
‘A lot of Korean in Japan nowadays,’ Jinki nodded.
“No, I cant…” the other replied while crying.
“Why?! You said that you didn’t love him anymore! You love me! Does it true?”
‘Whoops, it seems they have hard problems,’ Jinki thought.
“But I can’t! I don’t want to hurt Jinki!!!” the familiar voice replied bitterly.
Jinki feels like his chest was stabbed by a big and sharp knife when he heard his name was mentioned. He slowly turned his face, and his eyes widened as the couple’s identity revealed.
“Ki-kibum?” Jinki called weakly.
Kibum eyes are bigger because of sho ck.
“Ji-jinki-hyung…” Jonghyun watched him with a guilty sight.
“Why?” Jinki said.
His tears started rolling in his cheeks. Kibum, the one he love most, make his intuition never goes wrong. He is unfaithful. 3 of best friends are falling into silent. They felt hurt, but Jinki the one who is hurt-est of all.
****,
It’s been 3 years after that painful moment. Jinki still couldn’t forgive that. The big wounds in his heart still not heal yet. He didn’t know what makes him through the situations. He set Kibum free, but neither Kibum nor Jonghyun ever been a couple.
Jinki pretends he has just moved on. He told nobody about his pain in his heart. Kibum said that their relationship was too flat, and he has got bored since their second anniversary. Jinki nodded with understanding and murmured about he didn’t know about that and he is sorry to make Kibum in such dilemma.
But inside his heart, Jinki is screaming. He really want to tell Kibum that he goddamn love him. He can’t live without Kibum. Kibum is the owner of his heart since forever, and no one will replace Kibum.
That time, Jinki watched Kibum tidy up his stuff in their room with smile and tears. He smiled to show Kibum that he is okay, but his tears can’t lie. Kibum is cut his heart so deep and pour some salts on it.
Until now, he still in love with Kibum but he hide it. He really wants to beg Kibum even kiss his feet to make Kibum back. But he won’t, because he doesn’t want to make Kibum unhappy. Because of him Kibum feels unhappy. He is a disaster in Kibum’s life.
So many nights he passed with tears and screamed Kibum’s name into the pillow. He always screams the same words.
“KIBUM, WHY? WHY YOU LEAVE ME WHEN MY STRONGEST FEELINGS FOR YOU IS HERE? I JUST TOO LOVE YOU TO ASK YOU BACK!!!!”
****,
Kibum fell into silent when he opened the silver box in his hands. His regretful is bigger and became bigger because of that. He stares to a couple of cute rings inside the box. He saw the name written inside the ring.
Jinki ♥ Kibum
His tears are rolling in his cheeks. He can’t stand the pain in his heart. Why is he so stupid? Why is he abandoned the best lover he ever had? Why must he cheat from Jinki?
After Jinki knew about his affair with Jonghyun, his life became more uncomfortable. He suddenly regrets his arrogant manner. Jonghyun left him and has another girl as his girlfriend. Surprisingly his feeling to Jonghyun is gone. His pain of losing Jonghyun doesn’t make him sad. The reality about he lose Jinki forever is hurter than any pain in this world.
Now, everything is too late. Jinki seems move on so fast. After a few weeks from their break up, he smiled happily to everybody. He still cares of him, a lot. But Kibum knows his chance to get Jinki back in his life will never happen.
“Hyung, are you done? Did you found Jinki-hyung clothes? Hurry up!! Manager-Hyung is calling us!!!” Taemin cheerful voices called him.
“I-I’ll be there soon!” Kibum jumped out.
****,
“Here is Jinki-hyung, your clothes,” Kibum smiled weakly when their meet.
“Thank you, Key,” Jinki smiled sincerely.
They fell into silent. Jinki can’t stand the pain whenever Kibum close to him. He stands up and rubbed Kibum hair softly and walked away.
“Thank you,” he said once again.
Jinki really want to scream that he missed Kibum. Instead told his feelings, he walked away with a bitter smile.
‘ Jinki, still I have a chance to fix our love?’ Kibum tears rolled in his cheeks silently.
*****
Hello everyone.... after my long hiatus.... i'm back!!! but i'm sorry that i'm not yet finished the last chapter of beautiful eyes.... but i will soon.
this is not my best story... i can feel it.... but thank you for keep reading.... saranghaeyom....