*SoO MuCh BeTTeR*
i just want to start off by thanking soo many people for just being here for me furing these last couple of hard days!! like seriously, w/out you guys, i don't know where i would be.. i love the way u guys were just here to make sure i was ok, and to just help me keep my head up.. leah, liz, angela, tim, and a few others! *muah* thank you soo much!! so since monday.. a lot has happened.. i finally decided to open up, and tell him everything that i felt.. and it helped soo much.. it made things between us better (not saying they were really better), but i think it just gave me that boost of confidence that i needed.. i really care for him soo much, and am sooo freaking happy.. and now i just have to get it in my head that he wants to be w/me, and i need to throw all the negative feelings out the window! i have to trust more, and i really am going to.. but everyone knows, if he messes up, we're chopping off his Penise!! haha (inside joke) so yeah, i'm back guys.. and no more grumpy and sad Denise!! felt good to have a day off too!!