I wOuLd LiSTeN To My HeArT BuT I cAnT EvEn HeAr iT..

[nena127]

so much has been going on the last few days! not too much tonight though, well except for caitlin saying "what constitutes for 'wack pussy'?" lmao i love her. last night her, erica k, and i went to chilis and had so much fun. erica bought caitlin and me drinks cuz shes 23. we got a regae something and then i got an electric lemonaid. the electric lemonaid was blue and barely tasted like lemonaid, it just tasted like alcohol. when erica asked for the drink she was like "can we get-- i mean,-- CAN I get this one?" ha ha i really like them. omg and at work last night the big manager came up to me and congradulated me on my 100 mystery shop! i was pretty much the last one to know but i was so excited cuz ms. ang said there hasnt been a 100 in a long time. woot woot! im putten that in my senior portfolio. school has been going well and what means more to me is that a few people who are important to me, included but not limited to melis and mr. lalli, have been giving me ego boosts. i no longer will even enterain the fact that im dumb as i did last year when i stopped trying. i have so much due this week i havent even started. monday i have a research paper due and then on friday i have a criminalistics and juvenile justice paper due. none have been even started. i also need $50 to send away my college park part 1 application. ive been having thoughts that i dont even think i wanna go there anymore but i might as well send in an application. meh, i dunno. well i was suppose to start those papers tonight but i didnt so ima be cramming tomorrow. way to go lyd. im just too tired and feeling a cold coming on.. not good.

somebody tell me what to do.. at least point me in the right direction!

boys make me SALTY! (lol right katie mckay?)