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i like feeling the way i feel right now.
indifferent about my love life.
don't get me wrong, i'd love to be loved and have someone and all that but from what is happening right now with darja, some other girl and the way i was feeling for a while (like shit), i'm glad i feel so relaxed at this very moment.
i know this feeling won't last for too long but i will enjoy it until it lasts.
me and darja still fool around.
sometimes she's up for it, sometimes she isn't, sometimes she says we gotta end this fooling around, then she breaks her promise.
last night se wrote that she misses me.
gah.
i like this other girl.
but i can't do anything cause my feelings still belong to darja.
me and this girl talked about it.
things could be so easy if it was up to me to decide.
why do ppl have to complicate things?!?
indifferent about my love life.
don't get me wrong, i'd love to be loved and have someone and all that but from what is happening right now with darja, some other girl and the way i was feeling for a while (like shit), i'm glad i feel so relaxed at this very moment.
i know this feeling won't last for too long but i will enjoy it until it lasts.
me and darja still fool around.
sometimes she's up for it, sometimes she isn't, sometimes she says we gotta end this fooling around, then she breaks her promise.
last night se wrote that she misses me.
gah.
i like this other girl.
but i can't do anything cause my feelings still belong to darja.
me and this girl talked about it.
things could be so easy if it was up to me to decide.
why do ppl have to complicate things?!?