History really does have a way of repeating itself sometimes.

I feel.

I feel a lot of things.

And I also feel like I spend a lot of time trying not to feel the way I do.

But I'm not sure how much longer I can last

censoring myself so you can be at ease

It's not always easy

I feel.

Just old and random journal entries that I wanted to save somewhere other than myspace ( Read more... )

I've been a little down in the dumps ( Read more... )

fuck
alcohol.

decision making process-

calculate:

one's own happiness (positive on negatively affected) + happiness of others (positively or negatively affected)

the action which results in the most happiness all around is the best.

...but what exactly is that action?

Sometimes things don't go my way ( Read more... )

Where the heck did this come from???

...Seriously?

I can't read minds.

I seriously want to learn how to meditate or something of the sort. It'd be nice to be able to just take a time out from the day and put my focus on something else ( Read more... )

I am getting really excited about having an apartment.

I have to get better at organizing and chores and whatnot, but it'll all come together.

It's kinda shitty for soccer but it'll work out.

I'm most excited to have a queen sized bed :)