Nov 09, 2005 01:58
I've Calmed down a little bit, there was a sliver of a break in the proverbial clouds. My Outlook is the Same But i'm no long overwhelmed entirely by my neurosis. I Chose the Path of Whatever's easiest for me right now. a Very Nearsided path, i admit. But Right now i cant expect anything more from myself.
I Remember A Long Time Ago My mom was telling me that when she was young she couldn't imagine that she was actually going to live to see here 30's and up... I Can Completely Relate. I'm In a Weird Place Right Now. Its a momentarily Stabilized (But Nonetheless Clearly) Chaos. I Dont Know if i'm Coming or Going.
Nothing's come out of me for a while.
"How it Came to be"
There was Life In all the Hearts We Broke
Where's There's Fire
There is Hope
Held Against the Glass
My Nimbus Spread in Cracks
Spitting out my teeth
Mopping up the Blood
Standing Where Sky is Sewn
To The Skin of the Horizon
Spitting out my teeth
mopping up the blood
There was Promice In The Choking Smoke
Where's There's Fire
There is Hope
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