Oct 15, 2005 20:19
So... Uhm... Not a Whole lot to Report. I'm Still Unemployed, and it Still Sucks. I'm Fuckin Bored. and worst of all... completely Unmotivated.
I was SURROUNDED by 3 painfully cute couples last night. I swear i get more bitter every day. It really did effect me, as much as i didn't want it to. what makes them so fuckin Lucky/Great? oh right... Hip Bones. Oh Right... The Lack Thereof the 50-some Pounds that i have up on them. I Honestly cant stand it anymore... But i will... for as long as it takes. what other choice do i have, right? I Hate to be one of those "Oh Boo Hoo, i'm gonna be alone forever. blah blah blah..." kinda people... but god damn thats sure as hell how it feels sometimes. The Sad Part is that its completely possible.
I'm Watching RETURN OF THE LIVING DEAD 4: NECROPOLIS its a Sci Fi Original movie... and its actually not as unbearable as i was expecting. I dont have much faith in the Return of the Living Dead series.
anyway... just forget it.
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