Jul 31, 2011 23:34
Sup!
Yeah. I don't update this anymore. But hey. I have big big big adventures starting soon, and maybe somewhere less scary than my other blog would be a better place to document the changes in my life and how I feel about them on a much more emotionally involved level.
Check me with the long words. WOOOOOP!
Anyway. I just really want to document all these changes for myself. And... what I think about them. So. Here we go.
1) I'm uhhh... kind of going to Uni in a couple of weeks! STRANGE SHIT HUH?!
What do I think about it? Um... Well. First of I am over the fucking moon. (Not just a regular moon, but one that fucks. u.u) I am so excited and happy to finally be doing something I can be 100% totally and unreservedly happy about. I think it'll be great for me as a person and I'm glad I decided to do it. I'm heading to The University of Bedfordshire to study Criminology and Sociology which I am so excited to be doing!
2) I'm actually genuinely getting to the point where I'm totally comfortable in my own skin.
How do I feel about that? A mixture of: About time and pride. Not arrogance. Pride that I made it this far after so much crap happening and that things are finally looking up for everyone. Not just me!
3) Out and proud.
Loud, Out and proud. Totally LOVING it. Just... I can't even explain how nice it is not to have out shy away. And being able to take negative reactions too it on the chin as well. Some people don't like it. WELL GUESS WHAT!? I don't like them.
I can't wait for Uni to start. I'm really looking forward to being a student again. OH! I finally ordered my GOD DAMN PROVISIONAL LISCENCE!!! 8D That means I can prove I am of age. Which will be ESSENTIAL for my Uni-style life. Hopefully I won't kill my liver. But then again, I don't really drink that much so... it's kind of impossible for me to be all
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