This week is my trial week as concertmaster of the Lawton Phil. If it goes well, or at least better than the next two concertmaster trials (different people -- it's competitive) I will know by next year whether I get the seat.
I'm agitated enough (over Lawton!!!) that I could barely sleep last night.
My only reassurance is that last time I sat concertmaster there, as a substitute, I was well-reviewed.