Oct 25, 2009 18:09
it appears that at times in our lives we find ourselves at a conflict of interests. the things we want are not aligned in such a manor as that we cannot have our cake and eat it too. It is at this stage that i am at currently.
The things i want are just not aligned in the least, in fact they are scattered at such distances as that one could say i have to choose because they are opposites. i had a choice to make, i could take one path or the other. both paths lead down roads that i wanted to travel but unfortunately i could only choose one. I made my leap from this fork in the road and found myself quickly at a dead end.
saddly, this choice was the one i was most hesitant to make and that is why it really does make me sad when i reached a dead end with that choice.
time to search for new options i guess ...