Feb 15, 2009 02:46
you know the night i end up letting loose and try to act my age, or atleast the way i want to act ... i get it thrown back in my face. character in question. i seem to not be able to argue points like i used too. complacency is not my normal game and it throws me off balance.
it seems as though nothing right happens for me. or maybe nothing i think is right happens to me. i need to speak to ed naghtreehoe and see what he says. his outside the box analysis of my life seem to bring clarity and insight. i could have used him tonight, alas poor ed, i only bruised my knuckle.
i punch a few walls tonight, my reserve lets me only hit it with enough force to bruise as i know that a broken hand impairs more then the feelings going through me at present. anything that effects work is not good. i must muster strength and move on. there went that bar.
bruised knuckles,
ed naghtreehoe