I just recently got in a bad mood. I also realized today, how…: nemo

nemo_freak

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Feb 26, 2006 18:15

I just recently got in a bad mood. I also realized today, how much I despise the mall. It's never been so obvious to me before. But I truely despise it. I used to think it was fun. But, I get all weird n scared in the mall, n i feel like everyones looking at me n talking about me. Is that weird? Talked to Erica for a minute while I was there, that calmed me down a bit. I had an okay weekend. Went over to Tims house. That was fun, and then last night. Me, Erica, and Ashley hung out. That was good. I'm slightly tired. But w.e, hopefully I'll get out of here soon. I also realized today, that my mom n I spend zero time talking about ANYTHING. I mean, she bought me new shoes and a new T-shirt today. *Which I will have pix of.* But she had said, "you know this is some of your birthday presents." I said yeah, even though I didnt...but I was already in a bad mood. So fuck that I dont wanna argue. Then a few seconds later she said, "okay good cause I didn't even have a clue what you wanted." What the hell? I told her 743096739864743967 million times, just give me some $, and I'll spend it the way I want to. We were also JUST talking about how shes spent my whole life takeing care of me alone. Well then dont you think you should....KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT ME!? This bitch, cant even fucking remember what i like on a god damn sub. But she can remember EVERYTHING about Tom. Speaking of Tom. My mom n him kept grabing eachothers asses when we were goin through the mall. It was sick, you can't go anywhere with those two without them being nasty. We were in Pac Sun getting my new shoes, and just because I wasnt talking er anything shes like..."you know what fer get it if you have an attitude i dont wanna buy you anything lets go." N wanted to walk out. But I wouldnt let her, so...yeah. There was another pair of shoes I wanted. But I got these in the end because Tom kept telling me, "no they're too small." WHO THE HELL IS WEARING THEM!? He didnt even feel the shoe to see how they felt. N I was irritated. N I didnt feel like argueing over some stupid shit. So I put back the ones I actually wanted. I also saw a REALLY cute H.I.M. sweat shirt that I almost got, but it was $45.00 and I was already getting shoes. So fuck that. Oh! And I got new plugs. Again. But that was cause they were on Clearence. But it was missing one plug, but had 3 others in it. So w.e. I dont care. They were only $6.98. Went to Tims on Friday. Did I say that? If not. There. We went to IHop for lunch. It was straight up, chronic. I loved it. But I'm thirsty, and tired. So...I think I'm gonna go take a nap on our new furniture.