Some ramblings
Somehow today, I've been feeling somewhat depressed and lonely somehow. I never been like this early last year, but somehow now I feel depressed somehow.
If it wasn't for that incident at Elitches, I wouldn't be so down. Somehow, after seeing my ex it showed me who she was like and showed me how stuff would've been if I stayed with her and also it got me thinking if i'll ever find someone decent. She pretty much became the thing that made me feel depressed. Somehow now I envy couples. And usually I end up liking lost causes that end up having me become more depressed and When girls I confess to all of a sudden avoid me or end up finding a excuse...then time goes on and they end up with some other asshole and me off back to my cubby hole lonely, depressed and dreaming of that one day.
Plus the thing that happened at Kmart with a old person from high school that started talking crap about me and I feel it caught up to me and makes me wonder if my friends feel ill of me now. Fuck i'm lonely.
Just ramblings I had today, sorry if it seemed depressing.
If it wasn't for that incident at Elitches, I wouldn't be so down. Somehow, after seeing my ex it showed me who she was like and showed me how stuff would've been if I stayed with her and also it got me thinking if i'll ever find someone decent. She pretty much became the thing that made me feel depressed. Somehow now I envy couples. And usually I end up liking lost causes that end up having me become more depressed and When girls I confess to all of a sudden avoid me or end up finding a excuse...then time goes on and they end up with some other asshole and me off back to my cubby hole lonely, depressed and dreaming of that one day.
Plus the thing that happened at Kmart with a old person from high school that started talking crap about me and I feel it caught up to me and makes me wonder if my friends feel ill of me now. Fuck i'm lonely.
Just ramblings I had today, sorry if it seemed depressing.