er... I've not posted in a while
this is also in DM on TV...
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Went to parent's house to meet sister for lunch. Was very jealous (like a brat) of everything that sister gets to get away with with hugs and wishes of "have fun" from them that I used to get beaten for. Am very about the whole thing. Yes, I know I am a brat, but really, when it was me trying to do it at 21 they put me out of the house. Feel very bitter atm,... alas. At least I'm glad they lightened up enough to not be assholes to my lil sis.
The whole lil sis thing is just mixed emotions for me lately - she is becoming her own and wants little to do with me, which makes me feel very old and uncool. Such is life I suppose.
On the VERY BRIGHT side - went to see Jellybean, who, actually, has a proper name it turns out - Tricia Deilyn (or however) - and is the most adorable baby I've ever held. I remember when Josh was that tiny and holding him used to kill my arms... Well, this baby felt like it weighs nothing. Maybe having a second one is a lot easier after all - that's what everyone keeps saying. Anyway, this was the first time I've actually said for like an hour that I wanted a baby. I got over it eventually.
Oh, and... we bought half the store for Jellybean including, among sredits and green/purple things a sheep footed thingie! Must start the baby on the sheep-ing early!
*loves on her warder and her greeny sis*
Oh, and I love Jim's parents. Hope they do come to visit next Monday
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Went to parent's house to meet sister for lunch. Was very jealous (like a brat) of everything that sister gets to get away with with hugs and wishes of "have fun" from them that I used to get beaten for. Am very about the whole thing. Yes, I know I am a brat, but really, when it was me trying to do it at 21 they put me out of the house. Feel very bitter atm,... alas. At least I'm glad they lightened up enough to not be assholes to my lil sis.
The whole lil sis thing is just mixed emotions for me lately - she is becoming her own and wants little to do with me, which makes me feel very old and uncool. Such is life I suppose.
On the VERY BRIGHT side - went to see Jellybean, who, actually, has a proper name it turns out - Tricia Deilyn (or however) - and is the most adorable baby I've ever held. I remember when Josh was that tiny and holding him used to kill my arms... Well, this baby felt like it weighs nothing. Maybe having a second one is a lot easier after all - that's what everyone keeps saying. Anyway, this was the first time I've actually said for like an hour that I wanted a baby. I got over it eventually.
Oh, and... we bought half the store for Jellybean including, among sredits and green/purple things a sheep footed thingie! Must start the baby on the sheep-ing early!
*loves on her warder and her greeny sis*
Oh, and I love Jim's parents. Hope they do come to visit next Monday