I don't wanna grow up! I'm a Toys 'R Us kid!
I decided yesterday that I don't want to grow up and be a mature responsible adult.... then I realized that I was already in too deep and had grown up too much to recant all that I have learned now.... I was pissed..... I don't want to go to school and I am sick of my job, but I need money, so in turn to be able to make enough money I have to get a decent education that takes up about a quarter of my life time, but at least I will get paid.... after I get the job that I went to school to get.... It seems futile to me sometimes, the way our society works.... We waste about 20-30 years in school, depending on what you choose to be mind you, so we can go get a job that we don't particularly enjoy, but have because it pays and that is all that matters, then we work for about the next 30 years of our life saving up money that isn't spent on school for you, your kids, and everyday things you need so that you may retire comfortably. I don't get it.... We pay and ass load of money to get a job that we dont like, but have because we have to, so we can retire and do nothing.... That is my very immature take on our life cycle in a nut shell. But then I thought to myself that I wouldnt have the wonderful people in my life that I have now. My sister, my brother and my boyfriend.... My sister would never talk to me if i was a immature little prick like most of the people who live here, the same goes for my brother.... as I have gotten older,we have gotten closer, because I have grown up and gotten over myself....well kinda... but what brought this on was a complete lack of understanding of my age group.... I really don't understand half the shit they do and think is cool..... but what are you gonna do? I became asocial! If it worked for me it CAN work for YOU! That is my new slogan..... oh yeah you know it's hot!