AHHHHH!!!!!
FUCKING CHRIST WHY HAS EVERY FUCKING ASSHOLE I DATED ENDED UP BEING A COMPLETE FUCKUP IN THE HEAD!!! JESUS H. ROOSEVELT FUNKING CHRIST!!!!!!!! GAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I couldn't help the fucking situation!!!! Is it my fault that he was making my life miserable? I wasn't eating I wasn't sleeping I was doing horribly in my classes... I can't help the fact that the crazy fuck wanted to go to boot camp, I cared about him and that is what he really wanted to do... So I was supportive... But I can't help it if I had to end the relationship in a letter... That is the only means of communication they are allowed to have... I'm sorry I realized that I was not mature enough to handle that relationship, if you would even call it that, and deal with school at the same time... I'm sorry that I was COMPLETELY miserable and didn't want to feel like that every GOD DAMNED DAY... Fucking Christ... I am going to let it go... I need to go kill something small and furry that lives in the woods... That would make me feel better..... *Heeeeere cute little fuzzy forest creatures... I'm not going to hurt you I promise... This big sledge hammer isn't going to hurt you too much...*