it's a first, but it's not one I wanted

Jun 13, 2006 17:56

It's five minutes to six pm. The sky overhead is grey and glowering. It matches my mood and I'm trying everything I can for my mood to lighten. There's nothing I can do about the sky.

For the first time since I started volunteering, I want the day to be over. I want to go home, I'm tired of playing, I don't want to be here anymore...I'm honestly considering signing out early, disappearing into the classroom, and not surfacing until it's meeting time.

I don't want to go to the meeting, even. I really don't want to be here.

And it's all attributable to one idiot volunteer, who came in in a bad mood, has bitched about every last little friggin' thing for every minute that he's been here, has snapped at other volunteers, staff members and me...He's a thoroughly vile waste of my air, damn it.

I don't want him working in Receiving. We tried to ship him off to Recycling. He wouldn't stay there. He came back and now he's irritating the hell out of me again.

I may just give up and declare it a day and Be Elsewhere. Because otherwise I'm just going to try to bash his skull in with a monitor, and my body already hurts enough today.

Query for all the beauty-product crafters out there: what comms are you on? Are there any LJ comms for, say, folks who make their own moisturizing lotion, or bubble bath, or incense? Or is it all just haunting the web for recipes and inventing as you go?

I'm also considering tapping places like darkthreads and asking if they have any good auction ideas for the upcoming Fair.

My brain is tired, I'm irritated, and I don't think best when I'm either of those things. Nnnnngah.

free geek, ranting, stress, crafts

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