hello, angel, tell me where are you

[nematoddity]

Sick all day. Lovely. Sadly, I'd love to say I'm hallucinating as well, but alas, no, apparently Squidbillies is actually a real show. My brain hurts.

Also? Note the icon. Don't worry--it'll make sense when you hit the pictures. How'ver, I think I'm getting better at this PhotoShop thing. :)

What the hell??? This is just...warped. Really

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Re: Love the pics!!!!

[nematoddity]

This kinda terrifies me, actually. Twelve years of various diets and various different things--including Atkins and the Zone, and the cabbage-soup diet, all three of which are RIDICULOUSLY expensive--and zero weight loss.

Go vegetarian? Feel better, lose weight. The only problem I have is that I'm not sure I'm managing my proteins, and I'm having to take much more in the way of vitamins--we're still working on that, because my nails are shot and my hair isn't growing its usual half-inch-per-month (or more).

But beyond that? Yeah. The flush you're picking up is one-third alcohol, one-third sun affect (just actually being OUT in sun, even with sunscreen, causes a skin flush), and one-third happy--which, y'know, I haven't been in a very long while.

Came out one day last week wearing a shirt I hadn't been able to FIT INTO in two years, and told my cousin, that's it, end of debate, I'm staying vegetarian. I may, depending on how the nails grow out, add fish and/or shrimp (at which point I will STOP calling myself vegetarian, damn it!), only because I just realized the borage/flax oil capsule I take daily also has fish oil in it, and that doesn't seem to massively upset my system.

Beyond that, though...staying with the vegetable-based diet. It's groovy.

Re: Love the pics!!!!

[sphynxcatvp]

YeeeeeHAAAAAA!

Something that works! Even better than Topamax brain, hehehe. :) I know that's always a good feeling for me, fitting into something I haven't been able to in a while.

I know I periodically go through "hungry phases" (a/k/a eat-the-kitchen, without the weed) and "zero appetite phases" - like right now, today I've had my vitamins, a bowl of cereal and some pastry/meat thing and I've been otherwise set all day. It's weird, I don't know why it happens, but I just go with it for now...

Re: Love the pics!!!!

[nematoddity]

Oh, sure, but that kind of thing comes and goes. I know through most of high school I had days where I didn't eat--I just didn't feel like it, I didn't feel like it was anything dangerous, I always started eating the next day and I never got dehydrated, so where's the harm?

And when I was first on Topamax, I began eating EVERYTHING...and for me, eating EVERYTHING is eating more than twice a day. (I'm very bad--no correlation between hunger and energy states, for the most part, though I'm getting better at body connection.)

(The memory stuph hasn't gone away. Argh.)