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It wasn't supposed to feel like this.
There's this pressure, pushing hard in my chest, and it won't go away.
I can't breathe. Or more like, it feels like I'm holding my breath, wanting to let it out, but can't.
Don't get me wrong, I couldn't be more grateful and happy with all that happened. And I knew it would hurt. I just didn't expect it to be like this.
I don't think I'm going to able to breathe easy until ... until I can see him again.
Until then ... ow.
There's this pressure, pushing hard in my chest, and it won't go away.
I can't breathe. Or more like, it feels like I'm holding my breath, wanting to let it out, but can't.
Don't get me wrong, I couldn't be more grateful and happy with all that happened. And I knew it would hurt. I just didn't expect it to be like this.
I don't think I'm going to able to breathe easy until ... until I can see him again.
Until then ... ow.