me agaisnt the world.
- fresh from school, just got my happy pills filled at the pharmacy, chillin at home, and checking my voicemail messages. as in the last entry, i have 2 court date. ok well, jay filed a counter claim against me in NYC. so now i have to go there for the court date. his lawyers office called me this morning. wth is up with that ? i filed my criminal complaint here, so we should have the case here. ugh. i dread this day. march 12th is the court date for the case. i damn sure dont wanna go to NYC. i would be on his turf. my mom lives there, but i dont really wanna see her, i have one cousin there, i could maybe stay with him and his chick, maybe. =[ i dont know man, i am at my witts end about all of this shit right now. i have got most of my evidence for this one all together. including emails, IMs, text messages, voicemails, poilice reports, pictures, etc. i got it all together. wish me luck, cause i could use it.
the 2nd one in which i filed here, for medical malpractice, will be taking place in a couple of mouths. i need to walk away a rich women damnit. my evidence is pretty thick with that also. so eh, i'll be waiting. my lawyer will be able to retire early off my ass.
- maxwell [ brazil ] txt me today. he is home ! woot. i am happy for him, he made it out alive. he was in the navy, looking very good in that unifrom. one of my weaknesses is a man in a military uniform. we havent talked in awhile so i was surprised when he got at me. he has been sending me emails and what not, but i havent been responding. no hard feeling i guess. we caught up for awhile, and he was like you better stay in contact with me women, i told him i would. just talking to him, made me think of how cool our relationship actually was. i am mad at myself for giving that one up. he was a good man then, and he still is now. he was like a bestfriend to me, and i hope we can keep that up in the future. love ya max! <3
- i am still shocked, at my speedy recovery. amen to that. janay tripped out and thought i died on her ass lmao. nah, it is not my turn to leave yet. i still got some damage to do. when i get all my shit together, im going to look for a job, keep it, and start doing more for myself. arent you proud of heaven ? =] yeah, you should be.
* pats self on the back *