Oct 25, 2006 00:23
i've never been good at enacting change. usually i'll stick with a life situation until it becomes totally unbearable. sometimes i just wanna say fuck it and throw caution to the wind, change everything even if it ends the whole damn world, plunges us into the sun and extiguishes every human soul from this and every other plane of reality. usually these feelings happen between 12pm and 5am when i'm alone in my room, and always pass by morning. i'd be a much more carismatic and exciting person if everybody i knew would just come hang out in my room when i'm just about to go to sleep.