Oct 22, 2007 20:47
A dead house is much more frightening than a dead body.
I don't really know what to say. I came out during intermission and the sky was on fire, like it was the end of the world. A couple hours later, I was home and packing my things...more books than clothes, and everything that reminded me of Sam. My dog and I ran off to Van Nuys to stay the night with my cousin. Drove by Allison's window, and saw her sign "I love you", which made me cry. Nolan's dad's house is gone, as far as I know, and my friend Ashley might be displaced too. I haven't heard.
There was a fire. The Red Sox are in the world series. Lombardi Ranch, one of the biggest parts of my childhood, is possibly gone. I'm scared to see Steven next weekend. I'm working for nine hours tomorrow and not getting paid nearly enough. I did a really bad thing on Saturday. My family and my friends are safe and well. I don't know what reality I'm in right now. I'd like it if a friend were here to hold me.