My New Start!!!!!!
Ok i know i have said tis many times before but this time im serious when i say i am starting over. I mean i have growm a lot since i graduated and everything and i have learned a lot and experienced a lot and now i think its time for me to let go of the past and FOCUS on the future. See i figure since i have been through so much and I havent really let it go completely, but i figure i cant move on if im still dwelling in the past ya know. So i am OFFICIALLY MOVING ON!!! Im proud of myself cause fpr me its abig accomplishment, it may seem little but it isnt to me.
On the other side of things, today at work me and my "male friend" got into it for a second time today. He blew the SHIT out of me. He says he like me or whatever and he was like that he should have never been so straight foward because all im doing is "taking advantage of him". Thats not true at all. I like him but he thinks that i have a lot of male friends and that i talk to a lot of people. He came to this conclusion becasue he said that i am an attractive female and there is no way that imma have male friends and not at least "talk" to a couple of them. See thats where he is wrong. All my friends that are males are boys from school and boys that i have grown up with over the years. I know how all of them are and how they act so i wouldnt talk or mess with any of them. Its kinda retarded though like, he knows how i feel about him so i dont know why he thinks that. I told him thaat when i am talkin to someone that i only talk to that one person, its me and him not me,him, and someone else. I took me 4 hours(half a work day) to get him to believe me and it was hard cause hes a physc major in college and he takes everything i say and twist it around and makes it seem like its something bad. But all the arguing was worth it. Everything so far is going good in my new life and i hope it continues to go that way!
Until Next Time...
On the other side of things, today at work me and my "male friend" got into it for a second time today. He blew the SHIT out of me. He says he like me or whatever and he was like that he should have never been so straight foward because all im doing is "taking advantage of him". Thats not true at all. I like him but he thinks that i have a lot of male friends and that i talk to a lot of people. He came to this conclusion becasue he said that i am an attractive female and there is no way that imma have male friends and not at least "talk" to a couple of them. See thats where he is wrong. All my friends that are males are boys from school and boys that i have grown up with over the years. I know how all of them are and how they act so i wouldnt talk or mess with any of them. Its kinda retarded though like, he knows how i feel about him so i dont know why he thinks that. I told him thaat when i am talkin to someone that i only talk to that one person, its me and him not me,him, and someone else. I took me 4 hours(half a work day) to get him to believe me and it was hard cause hes a physc major in college and he takes everything i say and twist it around and makes it seem like its something bad. But all the arguing was worth it. Everything so far is going good in my new life and i hope it continues to go that way!
Until Next Time...