Jul 31, 2005 01:00
I was talking to my male best friend and he told me some things i though i would never hear. Well come to find out the one person that i dont really talk to anymore but would never speak bad upon is going behind my back talking about me to my male BEST FRIEND!! Why in the hell would you say anything about me to him knowing he is gonna tell me. STUPID MOVE!!!! Well this is to you. I really dont mess with you anymore, our friendship is gone since im soooooo fake and everything else, I just will cut you out like i have done so many others. I didt want to do that but i'll be damned if i sit here and look stupid anymore. So i hope your happy and i wish you have a good life cause you dont have me anymore. You just dont know how much you have hurt me these past couple of years and how much bull shit i have put up with and i'm still here. Steph you wont ever find another cousin/friend thats as good as me. I have never done anything to hurt you and i would never think about harming you but it seems like you just dont care so I"M GONE!! You were a big part of my life but now that chapter is closed.
In other news,my new male friend called me today to see how i was doing. We were suppose to go get some ice cream but he didnt call me back .TEAR!!He is soo sweet you guys but like i said i'm not gonna get into another relationship right now casue i just got out of one. But the new guy goes to Bowie State plays ball for them and runs track. His muscles are so LOVELY!!! I met him at my place of work, he is a lifeguard at my pool. He lives right around the corner from me its crazy, like he caan look out the window and see me. He seems like a great guy but he is honestly too good to be true. His brother wants to talk to Nanners, i told her she better hop on that but she not LISTENING!!!!! Imma whoop her ass if she let this one slip away.
But its late and i had to get a few things off my chest and tell a person how i felt cause i know she is probably gonna read this before i get a chance to talk to her. so this is how i feel and im tired so imma go to bed now. Holla at cha in the A.M.
Until next time..