Jan 17, 2006 11:43
sigh, it's just depressing looking at a calendar now. there's just a long strech of nothing but busy work and hell from parents. It doesn't help that the entire out look of it depends on a pair of letters that will come sometime between now and the end of march.
Sigh, it's like sitting on a 5-month plane ride and I'll be informed where I'm going later.
It also seems like I'm the only one in my school that feels that way, everyone else just doens't care. I'm jelous as hell of all those damn people, for them all this is just a happy little party. It's sad. I don't know if they're sad or it's me, I don't care though.
will continue later, got to go.